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Playing Dress-up! Playing Dress-up!
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 510 seconds

I've been doing very poorly lately, and the few videos I have made didn't upload correctly. Anyway, I'm cheering myself up by putting on stage makeup! I miss theatre.

Related: americas, ana, anorexia, blonde, cheer, disorder, dress, eating, ed, esteem, hair, lipstick, makeup, mia, model, play, sad, self, top, up

I Failed I Failed
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 594 seconds

Ugh

Related: disorder, eat, eating, esteem, failed, failure, fat, food, happiness, health, resolution, self, skinny, sorry, thin, weight

When I First Felt Fat, and Not so Sassy When I First Felt Fat, and Not so Sassy
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 473 seconds

The story of when I lost the ability to run around innocently in my bathing suit, not a care in the world about how I looked.

Related: cousin, diet, epiphany, family, fat, innocense, loss, mirror, mother, of, overweight, realization, reunion, story, summer, thighs, ugly

Kidney Stone Kidney Stone
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 465 seconds

I'm passing another kidney stone.

Related: alone, health, history, home, ill, illness, kidney, organs, ouch, pain, sick, stone, water

ProAna Subscribers and Messages ProAna Subscribers and Messages
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 292 seconds

I don't give tips, but thank you for making me aware that that's why people are watching me.

Related: advice, ana, anorexia, athletica, disorder, eating, exercise, fat, loss, mia, pro, thin, thinspiration, tips, tricks, weight

What\ What's For Lunch?
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 587 seconds

At about 9:25, I meant to say "I woke up to LATE for breakfast." Haha. I can't even keep my excuse story straight to tell you guys.

Related: blood, bowel, bread, breakfast, english, ezekiel, food, ibs, irritable, kombucha, lunch, oranges, organic, raw, syndrome, tofutti

Panic Attack Panic Attack
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 489 seconds

Thank allah for valium. I promise I'm not usually a druggie.

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Photoshop of Horrors Photoshop of Horrors
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 336 seconds

http://jezebel.com/g ossip/photoshop-of-h orrors/heres-our-win ner-redbook-shatters -our-faith-in-well-n ot-publishing-but-ma ybe-god-278919.php

Related: beauty, celebrity, faith, fat, gossip, hill, horrors, jezebel, lies, modeling, models, of, photo, photoshop, redbook, shop, wrinkles

Like, Totally, Like, My Favorite Song! Like, Totally, Like, My Favorite Song!
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 544 seconds

Gwen's new album is like totally jean-E-us!
(Yeah, I redid the video, and now the upload doesn't seem to have worked.)

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Day 2, on which I get sick Day 2, on which I get sick
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 213 seconds

Morning of Day 2 of the Master Cleanse. Salt water takes a toll on my body. I may switch to an extra serving of tea. Also, my boyfriend called!
I promise to be more animated when my roommates aren't sleeping. :)

Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master

Master Cleanse Master Cleanse
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 161 seconds

Gigi (sakamoko99) convinced me to do the MASTER CLEANSE. Oh fun, oh fun. It's this detox that lasts 10-40 days and all you can have is salt water, spicy lemonade, and laxative tea. It's not meant to help me lose weight, but it will help me stop my cravings for junk food.
Sorry for the loud pinging sounds from mixing my drink.

Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master

Terribly Embarrassing Beginning to a Video Terribly Embarrassing Beginning to a Video
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 577 seconds

Just fast forward a couple minutes. *blush*

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School, Ed, and Eating Habits School, Ed, and Eating Habits
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 600 seconds

All three topics in that order (but no appearance of the boyfriend yet, sorry).

Related: ballroom, boot, camp, conditioning, dance, disorder, eating, engineering, esteem, fat, food, school, self, thin, weight

So Ya Wanna Know... So Ya Wanna Know...
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 523 seconds

I find videos more interesting when the blogger is more personal and says more about themselves. So, here's more about myself. Or, at least, why I relate to the Eating Disorder community on YouTube. And sad times about my boyfriend.

Related: boyfriend, cleanse, diet, disorder, eating, food, image, self

Crazy Exercise Crazy Exercise
Posted by: ElleRigby

Video duration: 431 seconds

*trigger warning* Why the heck am I exercising so much if I don't feel like I'm going through one of those "phases?"

Related: athletica, crazy, disorder, drunk, eat, eating, exercise, food, get, gym, in, shape, thin, weight