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Playing Dress-up! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 510 seconds I've been doing very poorly lately, and the few videos I have made didn't upload correctly. Anyway, I'm cheering myself up by putting on stage makeup! I miss theatre. Related: americas, ana, anorexia, blonde, cheer, disorder, dress, eating, ed, esteem, hair, lipstick, makeup, mia, model, play, sad, self, top, up |
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I Failed Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 594 seconds Ugh Related: disorder, eat, eating, esteem, failed, failure, fat, food, happiness, health, resolution, self, skinny, sorry, thin, weight |
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When I First Felt Fat, and Not so Sassy Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 473 seconds The story of when I lost the ability to run around innocently in my bathing suit, not a care in the world about how I looked. Related: cousin, diet, epiphany, family, fat, innocense, loss, mirror, mother, of, overweight, realization, reunion, story, summer, thighs, ugly |
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Kidney Stone Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 465 seconds I'm passing another kidney stone. Related: alone, health, history, home, ill, illness, kidney, organs, ouch, pain, sick, stone, water |
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ProAna Subscribers and Messages Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 292 seconds I don't give tips, but thank you for making me aware that that's why people are watching me. Related: advice, ana, anorexia, athletica, disorder, eating, exercise, fat, loss, mia, pro, thin, thinspiration, tips, tricks, weight |
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What's For Lunch? Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 587 seconds At about 9:25, I meant to say "I woke up to LATE for breakfast." Haha. I can't even keep my excuse story straight to tell you guys. Related: blood, bowel, bread, breakfast, english, ezekiel, food, ibs, irritable, kombucha, lunch, oranges, organic, raw, syndrome, tofutti |
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Panic Attack Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 489 seconds Thank allah for valium. I promise I'm not usually a druggie. Related: absent, attack, brother, emotional, grades, gym, hawaii, island, iz, macadamia, minded, nuts, panic, plumeria, stress, support, valium |
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Photoshop of Horrors Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 336 seconds http://jezebel.com/g ossip/photoshop-of-h orrors/heres-our-win ner-redbook-shatters -our-faith-in-well-n ot-publishing-but-ma ybe-god-278919.php Related: beauty, celebrity, faith, fat, gossip, hill, horrors, jezebel, lies, modeling, models, of, photo, photoshop, redbook, shop, wrinkles |
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Like, Totally, Like, My Favorite Song! Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 544 seconds Gwen's new album is like totally jean-E-us! (Yeah, I redid the video, and now the upload doesn't seem to have worked.) Related: 2, awesome, battery, blonde, breakin, breaking, cell, dance, ellerigby, gwen, lips, music, phone, red, sarcasm, satire, stefani, up |
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Day 2, on which I get sick Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 213 seconds Morning of Day 2 of the Master Cleanse. Salt water takes a toll on my body. I may switch to an extra serving of tea. Also, my boyfriend called! I promise to be more animated when my roommates aren't sleeping. :) Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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Master Cleanse Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 161 seconds Gigi (sakamoko99) convinced me to do the MASTER CLEANSE. Oh fun, oh fun. It's this detox that lasts 10-40 days and all you can have is salt water, spicy lemonade, and laxative tea. It's not meant to help me lose weight, but it will help me stop my cravings for junk food. Sorry for the loud pinging sounds from mixing my drink. Related: cleanse, diet, lemonade, master |
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Terribly Embarrassing Beginning to a Video Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 577 seconds Just fast forward a couple minutes. *blush* Related: acting, awkward, guess, hemoglobin, job, meeting, music, outdoor, phone, stress, stupid, thanks |
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School, Ed, and Eating Habits Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 600 seconds All three topics in that order (but no appearance of the boyfriend yet, sorry). Related: ballroom, boot, camp, conditioning, dance, disorder, eating, engineering, esteem, fat, food, school, self, thin, weight |
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So Ya Wanna Know... Posted by: ElleRigby
Video duration: 523 seconds I find videos more interesting when the blogger is more personal and says more about themselves. So, here's more about myself. Or, at least, why I relate to the Eating Disorder community on YouTube. And sad times about my boyfriend. Related: boyfriend, cleanse, diet, disorder, eating, food, image, self |














